hodr

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 21:16:42 GMT

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 18:38:31 GMT

Your eyes behold anger.

You are full of anger and rage. People are afraid

of you or even to joke with you because

they're afraid of you. But, you're just out

to defend yourself if anyone is meaning any

harm. You may enjoy getting the rush from

pure anger. If not, something has angered

you to the point where you just can't stand

having the smallest annoyance.

When someone looks into your eyes, they quiver in

fear of the power in which anger has given

you.

What do your eyes behold? {Beautiful pictures in results.}
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Wed, 01 Mar 2006 15:58:54 GMT

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1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me or do n e thing sexual??

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 18:15:52 GMT

This is quite enough, Im done. Im shaving my fuckin head, someone give me a damned razor.

Since I cannot figure out how to upload photos, you can check me out in all my baldness on myspace.com, just do a search for darkfyre2000@aol.com :D

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 06:34:25 GMT

1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will. (Note: this might be something you'd say to one person, but you mean it to someone else)

2) Don't say who they are. (they don't all have to be LJers)

1) Grow the fuck up, life isn't always about talking about what you want, its also about working toward it.

2) I still love you.

3) Goddamnit, I am not the white knight you think I am, I am fallible just like the rest of humanity, quite holding me on a goddamned pedestal because eventually Im going to fall.

4) I really, truly despise your presence

5) You say you love me, I say your infatuated with me. Get over it.

6) You drive me fuckin banannas woman!

7) Shut up and back off, my life is my own to live and nothing you can do will influence it.

8) Yeah....you were right. Im a fuckin idiot, and Im sorry.

9) I aint broken, don't try to fix me.

10) Don't deign to tell me how to live my life or what to do with myself. In the end I have to look at myself in the mirror and the same things you say you can live with you shall die regretting, in my opinion thats foolish as fuck.

Cleaning the Garbage

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 11:56:03 GMT

Time once again for the who reads my journal game. Reply by the 8th and you can stay on. Do not reply and regardless of who you are I shall most definatly delete you. That doesn't mean I don't luv ya though :D.
If you want to be added, reply here and Ill add you pronto.

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 13:40:56 GMT

Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

Moonlight
You have moonlight eyes. Moonlight is the color of mystery. Your eyes symbolize your ability to see yourself as others see you. You have finesse for letting other people know what you think. You have a soothing and calming ability that you may or may not know about. You have the awesome ability to draw a person's negative energy out and replace it with a positive energy; the world needs more people like you. Some words to describe you: patient, self-controlled, perseverance, insightful, reflective, understanding, serene, and caring.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 23:21:58 GMT

King Edward I
You scored 66 Wisdom, 77 Tactics, 56 Guts, and 56 Ruthlessness!

Or rather, King Edward the Longshanks if you've seen Braveheart. You,
like Edward, are incredibly smart and shrewd, but you win at any
costs.... William Wallace died at his hands after a fierce Scottish
rebellion against his reign. Despite his reputation though, Longshanks
had the best interests of his people at heart. But God help you if you
got on his bad side.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 64% on Unorthodox
You scored higher than 70% on Tactics
You scored higher than 53% on Guts
You scored higher than 78% on Ruthlessness

Link: The Which Historic General Are You Test written by dasnyds on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

memo to the ladies

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 19:34:23 GMT

Dear Girls (from us guys)...

Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do.
____________________________________________________
It makes us feel SO secure to know that our girlfriends aren't off flirting with guys we've never heard of.
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Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends.
We never have, nor ever will respect or like them, nor do we want to hear about them.

When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous.

You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust.
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We don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
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Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
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Yeah, you can quote me.
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Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Smile and say "thank you."

Let us pay for you.

Don't "feel bad."

We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.

Smile and say - everybody together now - "thank you."
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Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know nobody's looking we'll be more impressed.
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You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have, put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
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DONT flirt with guys when we're not around.

We'll find out. Trust us.
We have eyes everywhere.
And when we find out, we're pissed.

Not necessarily with the guys you flirted with, more-so with YOU.
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Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.
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Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hot Tom Cruise, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartny is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
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But seriously sometimes looks ISNT everything. A lot of guys who arent exactly "hot" will treat you the way you need to be treated
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Girls, I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH HIS SORRY, DISCRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the
eyes....and say "i love you" ...

....and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance

Guys repost this if you agree
Girls repost this if you think it's cute

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 17:35:34 GMT

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Extreme
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Extreme
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Extreme

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 02:25:19 GMT

Happy Birthday Miss Treanna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Harrrrrr!!!!!!!!

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 15:26:35 GMT

If you were a Pirate! by TheHalveric

Username

Yer Pirate Name!

Name yer ship!

Why be ye a Pirate?

Yer First Mate!

lolitaenchanted

Yer Cabin-boy! (or girl)

ace_44

Ye're chief rival be the Dread Pirate

tehbartender

Ye'll be pursued by Admiral

phoenix_tat2

Cut to ribbon in a freak cannon accident...

joe_nobody

Yer pirate captive to use fer yer wicked pleasures

silversaro

Number o'ships ye'll sink and women ye'll plunder!

712

Chance ye'll be hanged... or worse.: 36%

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Mon, 24 Oct 2005 17:12:46 GMT

Hodr took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Seeks freedom from problems and a secure state of ..."

Click here to read the rest of the results.

A friend sent this to me :)

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 01:33:38 GMT

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl's every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they're at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don't end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn't worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you'd ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn't have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing "serious" between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: "oh, but we're just friends!" And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you're nice like that.

The nice guys don't often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don't seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can't. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as "oh, he's too nice to date" or "he would be a good boyfriend but he's not for me" or "he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn't possibly ask him out!" or the most frustrating of all: "no, it would ruin our friendship." Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can't figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I'm going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn't last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you're sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

Heh I think I didn't finish last for once ;)

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 13:32:54 GMT

I worked until 10 last night....it fuckin sucked.

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 14:03:45 GMT

People see calmness in your eyes. You like to keep
cool in a crisis. You know that if you don't
panic, things will be worked out much quicker
and with fewer hitches. People probably end up
feeling less worried when they are around you.
You've got a good attitude. Keep it up.

What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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A demon watches over you. You may find yourself at
times wishing those you dislike dead.
Sometimes, you may find yourself being jealous.
Anger can often get the best of you. You are a
unique individual. Overall though, you are a
kind person with a big heart. Your demon is
always watching over you. Though a demon may
seem like evil is watching you, it is not true.
Your demon is on neither side; good nor evil.
Your demon is on your side. Your demon is
constantly protecting and guiding you down the
right path for you in life.

Who is your soul guardian?
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Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Dominant Personality: Solitude

Good Traits: You don't need people to hype
up your self-esteem. You take care of yourself,
and don't follow the crowd. You're unique.

Bad Traits: You don't have many (if any)
friends. People aren't going anywhere and you
have to learn to handle social situations.
There are people out there who understand you.

People see you as: Lonely, extremely quiet,
and unfriendly. You are never seen around other
people, and you don't talk that much. People
think you're too selfish in that you don't take
the time to make friends.

You're Most Like: Confusion. You wish you
had the answers to everything. The difference
is that you keep it to yourself, and express
yourself in a different way.

You Need More: Grace. You probably walk
around with your head down. You need to hold
your head high and face the world head on. Be
more assertive, but not to the point of
aggresiveness.

What's your dominant trait? (10 unique results)
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Thu, 13 Oct 2005 13:39:14 GMT

The spirit that follows you is the Wila. Weak and
nature-loving, the Wila are attracted to you
because they wish to help. Feminine and
beautiful, the Wila may seem as vulnerable as
you, but they are powerful warriors gifted in
healing. They watch over you because of either
your love for nature (the Wila thrive in the
wilderness) or your weakness which they long to
take care of. The Wila are good care-takers,
but do not take advantage of their kindness.
When in a bad mood, the Wila can be vicious.

Color: Green
Element: Green
Gemstone: Emerald
Emotions: Scared and Shy

What Spirit Is Following You? (5 detailed answers + anime pics)
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Thu, 13 Oct 2005 13:35:40 GMT

HELL LEVEL 3
Raw score: 90%

There's a special place in Hell for you: the basement penthouse. You
scored the nastiest possible score on the Sexual Hell Test. You have no
sexual restraint whatsoever. You'll take pleasure however you can get
it, and my guess is you get it a lot. If for some reason you
don't right now, you will soon, as people in your category only tend to
spiral down ever deeper into the abyss of carnality and delicious sin.
Congratulations.

I, personally, think that this category is the best. Paradoxically
enough, sexual liberation and indulgence can only bring you closer to
purity.

AVOID: all but level 3 hellions like yourself. You wouldn't want to ruin anyone, now would you?

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 86% on hellishness

Link: The Sexual HELL Test written by jason_bateman on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Had to....scary acurate

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 05:17:14 GMT

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In memory of

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 22:03:41 GMT

Maria Helena Rushmore 4/89-4/89

Moses Breckem 7/80-9/96

Randy Ethridge 9/81-12/98

"Woody" 7/13/76-1/9/99

Grandpa Lau 12/1904-1999

Robert Bozak 8/81-4/2000

Alice Prescott 03/81-11/2001

Hope Urbach 8/81-2004

Shawn Leroux 80-2005

There is no words I can write to these people. Each one of them was special in a different way. Moses...he was a good, gentle person and it saddens me to this day for what happened. Driving down 64 he and his girlfriend were hit by a drunk driver.They both died instantly. The world was less for their loss.

Helena...the sister I never saw. I was 8 years old when she was born and when she died....there is not much more I can say than that.

Randy...The first day I met him he kicked me in the neck. It was an accident, highschool football, I went for a tackle in practice and his foot happened to be coming up at the right time. He was a good friend until he caught the wrong end of a gun from a gangbanger. The first of the original treo to die. I still miss him.

"Woody"..What to say about Woody, he was the gentle giant. A man who had the size to crush a person my size but not the heart to kill a spider. He saved my life once by kicking me in the back while drunk thus making me dodge an incoming car. He was a good man and far to good to die in a hospital bed because a trucker fell asleep at the wheel.

Grandpaw Lau...He was my favorite, a kind old man that always smelled of hot buttered rum tobacco and always had a smile and tale. His favorite thing to say was "Remember kiddo one day you'll be a man, and when that happens you'll find yourself in many predicaments. Remember your honor, always keep your word and if all else fails try again" The most accepting old codger I have ever had the pleasure of knowing.

Bob Bozak...Bob was one insane focker in his youth. I met him originally because he pelted me in the back of the head with a bullet. We got into a fight and beat the hell out of each other up a set of stairs. After that we became almost immediate friends...He was more of a friend than almost anyone I have ever met. I cannot recall a time in Highschool or afterwards were if I asked he didn't have my back.

Alice...I had known her since I was 6. She was my sisters best friend for years. When she was 12 she was hit by a passing car, she survived with minor brain damage which altered the personality center of her brain...after that her and my sis couldn't stand each other. We started dating when I was 16 but it didn't work out but we remained close friends. Many years after she was hit by the car her brain started having major issues and one night while in the hospital she died.

Hope...like her name implies she gave Hope to all that knew her. She was the sweatest most innocent person I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. One cold december night she saw me drinking coffee by myself and just sat down next to me and started talking like she had known me forever. We had been friends ever since though I fell out of contact with her for a period of time. One evening while she was driving back from college in Wy to be with her family for Chanuka she was hit by a drunk driver and flew off into the ditch. She survived the injuries and burns for 2 days before succumbing and passing away on the first day of Chanuka. She was going to be a zoo-ologist.

Shawn Leroux...My friend. The man who extended a hand to a no one on the street and fed him when he had no one else. The man who gave hope to a person who was concinvced he was abandoned. He helped me through so many rough spots, simply by being there to listen. He was the best of all of us and this world is less without him.

Over the last years I have lost many friends, many family members. It seems since I was a child a person in my life dies every year. If it isn't someone that I used to be friends with it is someone that I am friends with. It shatters me now...it used to be that I could simply shrug it off but not anymore. The more I think about these people the more I wish that I could have had one last cup with them. In Shawns letter it asked if you died yesterday what would be your regret....well I can honestly say I have to many to list. To many regrets and to many things that cannot be undone. Im tired, think Im gonna lay down for a nap now.

Does anyone read this?

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 21:03:30 GMT

If you answer yes, you get to stay on my friends list :D Otherwise the name is just taking up room. :) No offense meant to anyone.

And if you want to be added let me know so I can hop on it.

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 01:28:51 GMT